21

Hey it's been a long time, pals? Yes I only post once a month recently, how lazy. But I still post my daily updates on my instagram @andudei if you want to follow. Well, talking about November for me it's not only about the lovely rain or its coldy weather, but also my birth month too. I turned 21 this month. It was at November 12^th.

Turning 21 is not just about you are allowed to walk in the bar and get drunk legally, it's a lot more than that. Some people say that over 20s is the key to adulthood.Yes I understand this quote since I know that life and problem grows more complicated as we grow older. In this stage I over thinking about my future so often, will my life later can become what I expect it to be?

And in this age, I have to start to change myself, from the one who always say "just let it flow" to the one who will say "I will make it". I realized that from this time I don't need to be a passenger in life for any longer, from now on I'll drive and decide where do I go. I don't want to be a kind of person that waits for things to happen, I want to be the one that makes them happen. And I'll find my own destiny, because I believe that destiny is not a matter of chance, it's a matter of choice, it's not a thing to be waited for but it's a thing to be achieved.

And as I grow older, I just want to be a better person. I know I'm not perfect but I always hope I can perfectly complete the life of everyone who loves me. I want to be the reason they smile, though  I know I'm not the only one. But as long as I live, I hope my presence can bring happiness to them.

Okay, let's talk about my outfits. It's still cold outside and keeps getting colder as we go to the end of the year. I still love my coat that I got from thrift-shop to warm me up and mixed it with my self-designed shirt and a white denim from Lea and an unbranded beanie I found at Carrefour. And you see what I hold here, It's not a clutch, it's a Bible case.

See you on the next post readers!