Purple December

Finally I'm coming back again, like it's been a long time, and yes, it was a very long time. In the previous month, I was vanished from this sweet virtual world (this blogsphere) because I had to beat my busy days outside.

I  didn't write anything to my blog for a month, I was surrounded by tons of duties.  

They poured like November rains, so I had no time to look after my lovely 'Doodle and Denim Jeans'. A bad bloggers, no? Seems like it's always hard for me to befriend with the time.  Stupid.

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I will describe my mourning November as a palette and its color. That month, my palette was fulfilled with red and blue, which in the end, they fused into a dark purple.

Dark purple embodied the balance of red's brave emotion and blue's cold calmness. 

Then dark purple described the mistery, where there was an agressive angers that locked inside my drunken heart. I kept them on secret, they unreleased,  and they hid in my coldest smile. 

The dark purple went deeper, it burried me in sadness. But I kept on silence, tried to control my red emotion with my blue calmness. I concealed something painful, without tears. I was balancing my self.

 

I pretended I was not hurt,
I went about the world like I was having fun.

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Here we come to Desember, when my dark purple turns brighter. The Christmas euphoria starts to shine my darky heart. The white of the snow changes the dark purple into the bright ones.

Nothing I have to remember about my sadness in November, my pallet now is added with white, when the dark purple turns into a bright purple, which embodies something fun and playful.      

Bright purple promotes harmony of my mind and emotions. I've already win the war in my heart before. That victrory gives my mental balance and stability, a peace of mind.

The Christmas euphoria which comes in this early December makes me happy. I find love and peace in the people around me. 

I am relieved now.

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Everybody loves December. I hope you guys, my readers, are feeling happy too. 

Enjoy the month. Be home for Christmas. 

You won't feel so alone.   

 (tailored blazer and trouser, unbranded Batik printed tee, shoes bought at a random store in Bandung) 

~P.S: I'm sorry for the bad image resolution, they were taken by phone~